my OWN life

Sometimes.

i wish that my life belongs to me,

alone....

我可以随时抬头向着蔚蓝的天空哼着自己喜欢的歌；

随时为了自己喜欢的事情而忘记吃饭，

随时拿着一个相机对着街边的小猫忘情的摄影着，

随时，

自己一个人躲在房里拿着手中的彩色盘对着画板乱扫，

然后自己笑得很高兴……

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the fact is,

my life is suck.

i hav' to watch every single expression on their faces, as they passed thru me everyday.

i hav' to cover my ears with both of my hands as their words floating thru my mind

every time,

i hav' to.

have the fake smiles hanging on my lips,

have the strength

to overcome their forces, against me..

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『你只剩下一个朋友了……』

你不知道，

听了这一句，外表毫无其事的我，

内心，

其实早已破碎。

for the first and the last time i wanna tell u,

i dont need U to be my fren counter....